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[01 Aug 2008|04:43pm] |
( Hexed Private to Miles )
Holidays have been pleasant, and the presents I received were great, thank you. Hope Holidays were eventful, or not if you didn't want eventful, for everyone. I suppose I will be seeing you all soon again when we return to school.
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| 009. |
[21 Jul 2008|08:59pm] |
I am happy to get away from school, not to mention not to go home. That Snowflake Tea was painful, and getting a gift for that person was painful. I don't particularly like shopping for people at the best of times. Christmas is such a silly holiday. I suppose the togetherness of family is what it is all about, but I am not exactly one for the togetherness, I suppose that is why I am okay feeling a tad out of the loop with another family. My mother is still angry with my, and I am sure had I gone home the first thing that would have happened would have been a yelling match that nobody would have one. My father does nothing to stop it, but why would he want to he is oblivious of it all and I am still his little princess. That phrase bothers me more than he thinks it does, but of course he just doesn't see it. My brother is at home to, and we just don't get along. Perhaps they will have a better Christmas without me. So far I like staying with Miles and Sally which is the main thing.
I am just glad to relax, no pressures of homework. I managed to finish all work. Now I just get to lounge and accumulate more mass by eating unhealthy things. At least there will be more weight to a punch when I need it. I am glad that tea is over, I am not one for such social events, but can you blame me? I felt like I was going to break the tea cup.
Now I am just wasting ink and anyones time who is reading it so I will sign off now.
M. Bulstrode (just in case you forgot)
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| 008. |
[14 Jul 2008|05:17pm] |
It is is like I vanished, but then let's be honest someone like me just couldn't vanish. I have been keeping an extremely low profile with my journal, I think I just needed a break. Anyway I am sure life has been moving on just fine without the squibs daughter me. I feel as if I have been trapped up in these halls for far to long. I think this needs to be fixed. For the last little bit I have been just sitting around and being generally lazy, while not doing homework unless it is last minute, or reading. I suppose I should catch up on my homework though, but the holidays can be good for that as long as I have things in on time before. I hate handing in assignments late, but then it is my fault for just generally being lazy.
[Private but weak Hex, if people tried easily broken]
My mother continues to be a pain. The silly squib. I am glad I am not seeing her for the holidays. Yes I know that probably is not the best thing to say, but she is driving me up the wall and all we do is argue over letters. I can't believe she is pushing me to make choices I am not ready for, or decided. Nor am I particular fond of being pushed to do something by someone who is only pushing because she doesn't have the magic to do it.
[End Private]
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| 007. |
[22 Jun 2008|01:09pm] |
I don't really care about the outcome of the game today, I don't know if I will even go and watch. My cat seems to be begging for my attention and it is getting rather bothersome. She is due in January I think. So we have some kittens popping out in the new year. I am not sure of the number just yet, we will find out over the Holidays. Despite the fact I am not going home, I am still going to get my cat checked out by a proper animal healer or at least someone with knowledge of cats.
Miles, I hope you had a great birthday.
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| 006. |
[08 Jun 2008|02:23pm] |
[Hexed to Miles]
Miles I love the bracelet. Thank you so much. Hopefully the lucky beads help me with some luck. I love it so much and am wearing it right now.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Herself]
I hate my mother still, and it has made me think more so on going to Miles's place with Sally-Anne.
I think I might like Miles. Oh bollocks. No that is not possible at all. I can't like him can I? I don't think I have ever liked someone. Oh I don't even want to think about it because there is no way that Miles would return to feels. I should just nip that in the bud.
[End Hex]
My cat is pregnant.
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| 005. |
[23 May 2008|10:36pm] |
[She forgot to hex this private due to her mood]
I hate her so much! What right does she have to write me a letter like that? Yes I may not have a focus but I am only seventeen and I am here despite the fact I would prefer not to be. I am not going to leave as I know how vital my last year of school is to get any sort of job. What is the problem with not know what I want to do right this second? I don’t think she should have any sort of say in my house; she is just some dirty squib house wife. I won’t be like her. I am better than her. I can at least use magic. There is a reason she is house wife she is just some rotten squib I like to pretend doesn’t exist.
I know she expects me to write home, but there is no way. I don’t want to talk to her. I hate her. Just for that I don’t think I am going home for the Christmas Break and she can just deal with it. She can forget about our family Christmas, and it takes forever for her to make cause she has to do everything the muggle way. At least she is out of everyone’s hair then. Still I could careless about her.
I don’t want her around. I hate her. There is a reason I don’t talk about her to people. I don’t want people knowing she is a squib. It is so embarrassing. What would my house think of me when they found out? What people think of me in general? I have a squib for a mother. It is just as bad as muggle. I think it has something to do with the fact one of her relatives had an affair from a muggle, and this is the punishment. Why the hell do I have to have such a tainted blood line, my father is not really any better but at least there is no squibs to be embarrassed about.
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| 004. |
[11 May 2008|04:08pm] |
( Hexed to Lavender Brown )
I am still unsure about this buddy project. Whatever, if it has to be done it has to be done.
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| 003. |
[07 May 2008|10:47pm] |
[Hexed Private, could be broken if tried hard enough as she is too excited to concentrate]
Oh my merlin I have never had flowers before. They are absolutely beautiful. I actually squealed like a girl, which I never plan to do again.. I can't believe it, even if they were just for a thank you. Miles is very nice, and I still can't believe he sent them.
[End Hex]
My cat seems to be spending a lot of time out and about, I am a little concerned.
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| 002. |
[07 May 2008|10:36am] |
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You have got to be joking me. Lavender Brown? I mean this is an interesting idea but Lavender Brown? We have nothing in common. I don't want to get to know her. Bollocks. I would have preferred Smith. Not much I can do about it now.
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| 001. |
[27 Apr 2008|08:33pm] |
I have kept quiet for most of the school year this far, and perhaps this was a good thing as I am sure I would have landed in detention for a few things I have wanted to say. These journals have really opened up a world for me; I can see beyond the Slytherin Common Room, and let me tell you it is amusing. Smith has kept me highly entertained with his antics and I have to say I laughed for a good long time at display he recently made with ingesting brownies. I thought I was the only one that could sit down and devour a plate of brownies at this school. Crap that made me think of Crabbe and Goyle, bugger. Good show in all aspects of that entry.
I really can’t blame the way a small handful of students are acting on the entire Hogwarts class, but still. Smith seems to be making headlines all over the place. I am not afraid to call him out; after all he is doing a grand enough job at displaying his faults through his actions. If I were his friends I would be more than embarrassed for his sake, not to mention his housemates. I am thankful the likes of him have not invaded Slytherin, as to have someone like him disrespecting the house name is disgusting. Really is disrespecting the Hogwarts name when you think about it, these journals after all do not just stop within the walls of Hogwarts.
Sadly I have to give Smith credit. It did take some guts to have the ‘revelation’ and make it public so there is one clap from me. I do have a bit of sadness lingering though as now when I open the pages of this journal it will be a little boring. He is righting his wrongs though, so I guess some of what I said above was rectified by his latest entry.
This school hasn’t really changed, and in some ways I am glad. I am curious as to how the rest of the year will go. These journals have definitely opened a very interesting world.
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